No truer words were ever spoken. Period.
So clearly I'm having a fantastic week. Which I have conveniently decided to blog about instead of actually starting my homework. Actually I don't really feel like blogging I just really don't want to go do my calc homework...
But anyways. I've decided that I run solely on fear, stress, and sleep deprivation. Needless to say this was not my most uplifting realization ever...But it's actually pretty true. I mean, I work so hard in school because I'm afraid of failure and not getting into a good college. I don't trust anybody (with a couple rare exceptions when I'm really desperate) because I'm afraid of getting hurt. I don't get enough sleep because when I do it takes me forever to fall asleep. And I keep myself stressed beyond belief so I don't actually have to think and I have an excuse not to function. That is my sad existence. Great...
On an equally depressing note, I have been having a lot of nightmares. Some of them involve people dying, some of them involve playing the piccolo in band, some of them involve getting kidnapped/murdered, some of them I can't remember at the moment. But isn't that just great? I mean the icing on the cake of an already splendid existence. Yeah. Right. Good times.
Ok I really do have to go do homework now. Bummer. Sigh. This year had better get better. On the bright side I have over 100 percent in APUSH with 110% on the last test. I suppose it's the little succeses that count. (That is complete garbage btw, spewed by those annoying people called optimists. *shudder*)
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